I finally asked H what was up. He said hes been having doubts, I told him that Ive been really enjoying being more in touch with him, he said he loves to hear about all of the cool things Ive been doing with work, hes just confused. I validated, said I understood that he was confused, and even how he got that way.

Then he asked if I was ok, I said I was, I had a feeling that something was up with him and had been trying to give him space. He said he figured that I must have, I told him I was psychic wink. He said no, your just a woman. We managed to get a little more light in the convo and I told him I had to go help my dad get some fish and would talk to him later. I dont even want to talk to him, so going dark again shouldnt be a problem!

What now. I dont even know. Im kind of disgusted. Oh your confused? I have something clear for you, Kiss my A**. Poor baby, screwed around on your wife, I feel SO bad for you. Ugh.

I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...