New to this Community seeking advice

[JR09]

I think I'm done with all the waiting. Too much headaches, too much sorrow. I keep thinking lately that my WAW will not change and will not return. Kind of in a spiral of depression, I guess. I'm sure it is worth the wait, but I am mentally and emotionally tired right now. Maybe it's because I am with my Boys and we only have 3 days left together, and I really wish my W would change her mind and keep our family together again...

I feel I am giving up, with no hope...MAybe it's time to end all the waiting.

JR09