Still Wondering How To Handle Things!!

[kissak]

Thanks Mdoodles....I did get out of the house for a while and mow the yard...but I cried the entire time.

I just need things to change.

I took my H off my fb today....too much anxiety for me to see what he is up to or who is talking to him.

Found out he is talking to and trying to see a woman at my son's tkd class. So, I wont be going there anymore. The anxiety is horrible for me. My son has been begging me to take him out of that class. He doesnt enjoy it, and just plays when there anyway. Guess that just makes it easier to do. Im sure my H will fuss, he will probably even offer to start taking him himself....Just so he can see this woman. My H doesnt even go to see the kids anyway...in times past he just went to see me. So, why go anymore. I will find something my son enjoys doing and get him into that.

Today my H is at the beach with the tkd class....and the kids, im sure that woman is there.

So its put me in a mood.

Im ready for answers that Im not getting. Not from him, or God. I just want to know what to do. I want to move on with my life. Some days I just want him out of it. I feel he just uses me.

Im sure he will be upset that I took him off my friends list...but my page is public....Im not keepin him from me....Im just keeping myself from the hurt of whats on his page. It's about ME for a change.