Trying to cope with H, IA/EA (was Newbie-1st post)

[Faith2010]

Have not heard from H since his attempt to call yesterday.

I woke up feeling a bit better today but still on edge. There's so much to think about and figure out. I'm so exhausted, emotionally and physically.

Sandi - you're take on the sex thing was a wake up call. He's using me. He's thinking about her. I thought it but I didn't want to believe it. Another thing I need to decide. I know if I close that door to him it'll drive him further away. Of course that is not what I want to do. However, once again, this is his control over me because I am worried about his reaction to me saying no more instead of doing what's right.

Like you've said time and time again Puppy, what would God himself do? I think if one was breaking their marriage vows by committing adultery (which EAs are) then God would not engage in sexual relations until that affair was over and the sinner repented.