Still here......

[Belle]

I ordered Divorce for Dummies. I think that's a start. I need to educate myself because I know nothing about divorce!!!!

That is my first step towards filing.

H called yesterday after a week to see if I wanted to have him mow the lawn (I didn't answer, he left a message). He has done it for me a handful of times this year so far and it's nice to have some help.

But I don't want him to use it as a method to talk to me or see me because I'm not having any of that.

I think I might just tell him "Thanks, but no thanks".