Finally trying to move on without H

[beepee]

god am i that horrible that he doesnt want to see me??
i feel like saying this to him but i know its just gonna push him further away. but i feel so rejected by my H, hes doing everything in his power to SHUT ME OUT OF HIS LIFE, by not seeing me or talking to me. how horrible does it feel when someone you love does not want to see you at all. this sucks and im so bummed now. but i cant let this get to me. i just have to not email him for a week, that was my promise and goal and im gonna stick to it..

please guys, check in with me to make sure that i didnt email him back ok? i need that support so badly right now.