I feel like he is winning by me stewing like this. Now I am ready to walk away and I hate him for how hostile I feel. Does that make sense??? I didn't want to give up. I didn't want to see the worst in him. 14 f*cking years.
AAK, I've been following and I'm sorry. Be angry. Be damn angry. Hate him. Be hostile. Makes perfect sense, right now. He's not winning, no matter how much you are stewing. He is losing in so many ways. You didn't want to give up and you didn't. You will be proud of that, soon, and for the rest of your life. How many of us start on this board and eventually say "I DB so that no matter what the outcome, I will hold my head up, know that I did everything I possibly could...etc."
Oh, and by the way,
Originally Posted By: aliveandkicking
Because he has had me convinced that I am responsible for this and as much as I complain on here about him, I have bought his sh*t deep down inside.
I'm betting you won't believe this for long. You are definitely my prayer of the day throughout today.
Gardener
"My soul, be satisfied with flowers, With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them In the one garden you may call your own." Cyrano deBergerac
