GH31 - Dilemma with my pregnant wife

[GH31]

So, W went again on Thursday and said "I'll be back in a week and a half". We talked for about 2 hours before she worked then called me for about ½ an hour once I got to work. She mentioned the gifts she was going to bring back and said she wanted to get me a violin for my birthday after all. We have some bowls in the large bedroom and W filled them up with chocolates the day before she went.

All of it is meaningless.

W wanted to speak to me but I did not want to talk at all, in fact I was really blunt and indifferent with her. She kept asking "will you miss me while I'm away?" to which I replied "I won't miss your attitude or your lying". She also asked if I would be at the airport to meet her when she got back and I point blankly refused. All the same crap I've heard before like "I need to feel better", "I need to move on from all of this", and "I need to start getting excited about this pregnancy and the baby".

I don't miss her.

Life must go on.

I have felt sad occasionally but I have not checked my email to see if she's sent me anything. It feels peaceful without her here and I feel like I can breathe. I've been going over what needs to be done to move out and have been reading about Dr. Harley's Plan B again as a protection measure for yourself. Then, yesterday when I met a good friend for lunch, sat down and unfolded a napkin an advertisement printed on it read "Do you have a Plan B?"

Will write more soon.