Thank You all so much.

I needed to hear from rational people.

It was just too much and not expected.

He was scary.

I have calmed down.

I am thinking clearly now.

Thank you all so much

I kind of thought he was past this.

Me: 46 H:44
Together: 25 years
Married: 20 years
Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07
OW: EA began 2005
PA began end of 2006
3 children,20, 16, 6
ex asked for forgiveness
01/16/11