I have had moments precisely like you have described. And I did exactly what you did - just decided I wasn't going to let myself fall in that big, black hole of unhappiness. And it works...almost every time.

OK night. My MIL (with whom I get along well) is here tonight - hey, my W is sleeping with someone in her bed - my MIL. W left a book out - pretty careless- entitled "The Good Divorce." That title always makes me laugh in a sad way. I knew she was reading it, but was angry she left it out where S-9 could have seen it. Got that frustration out at the gym. Overall, not something that made me feel good things about W.

Not up, not down, just sort of there tonight.


Me 43, S11, D7
M13
Bomb 4/20/09
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