I guess I should add.. how has been less available and detaching been for my own well being? Very good actually. The bad days have been fewer and farther between. I haven't had too many dreams about my W since the bomb but I did the night before last and I think that brought along the negativity. I am glad I drove into the city today. Everytime I have gone into the city to eat and or enjoy myself someone has sparked up conversation with me so I guess the increased PMA has been showing. The city I am staying in is not known as being a very friendly city in fact it is one of the most dangerous in the states (I know my way around it well so no worries) so I am pleased with that. I want to take this attitude home.
