"I did tell her that I don't want to leave the area still because of her. "

Bad thing to say. You should have said you were debating the offer because you want to be with the boys. Don't even mention her in the picture.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER