WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 11

[confusedinpa]

Sandi

That's a very interesting point. Even last nite when we were talking about the job offer, I had told her that the reason I left my first job was because I wanted to stay in the area because of her. She said she had no idea. I did tell her that I don't want to leave the area still because of her.

I'm sure you'll crack me in the head for this but I told her that I've been trying to stop loving her but it's been a hard thing to do. I too her that I've been listening to Kenny Roger's song "I Can't Unlove You" because of that. She had it on her Ipod so she listened to it and started crying

I wouldn't have expected that from a WAW

I'll try telling her why I had been working so hard at my job. I had thought she knew (especially sine she had written the Buy Me A Rose lyrics in a card she gave me last year) but you never know. She's not a mind reader either

Thanks for stopping by and offering your thoughts again

Hope all is well with you