i feel the same way and think the same thing when we are together.
im not ready to not be intimate with him, however, i have taken a small step in telling him i wont ml.
hey, its something lol.
and it surprised him.
me: 31 H:29 Son:5 m:8 years in november t:10 years first bomb: 10/06 moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08 ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06 d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08 moved home:3/09 out again 5/09