GIMA,

Thanks for your response. Yes, I am venting and having a down morning. I write in this forum b/c no one outside of this forum really understands what we're going through. There appears to be very sincere and caring advice here.

The rollercoaster ride continues. I was in great mental health and spirits on Tuesday, and by Friday I'm down in the dumps. It seems that I do better when I'm away from the W. Strange?

To respond to one of your comments, I still do find my wife very physically attractive, but it's her behavior that's not very attractive. Based on her behavior, I don't think I want her even as a friend. I'm sure she's thinking the same of me and that's what led her to be a WAS.

Talk to you later,
LFH


ME: 38
W: 35
D2.5 and S5
Married 12 years
Separated (same house, different rooms)
INILWYAM by W: 4/16/2009
The day W requested a D: 4/17/2009