Well, today its been over a week since we heard from H and we are doing good. I guess you get used to it after awhile.

I don't get it ..I finally am civil and forgiving(God pushes me too ;0 )and he acts like a nutcase ..oh well.

Of course , I still have love for H. Everyday is a blessing though. WE can hold on to the negative, or move forward with the positive!!

H will be back Sunday...I think I will be at my darkest for a long time!