Seperated

[LitlHopeAlwys]

Just jounralizing a little more - feedback/comments always welcomed

Last night I started with anger management group therapy. W knew I joined - she actually called me before and wished me luck. Thanked her. We spoke after wards, and she was asking me how I liked it, and what I thought about it. It was excellent, very helpful.

This morning, I brought her mini roses, that I had grown in the yard to her job, along with a card, coffee and bagels for everyone that she works with.
I checked with the owner before bringing them in. It was earlier then her usual start time - she wasn't supposed to be there, but she went in earlier today - so much for a surprise. I left the bagels with the guys at the front counter, brought her the rest.
She just acknowledge me by saying that I have to stop doing this to her. I didn't question it, I could tell that she is confused and trying to sort through everything.

The changes that I have made in me and my general attitude about everything, are definitely making me feel better about my self and like I am moving in a positive direction.

I am looking for little signs or baby steps that might indicate that the W may still want our R and M. Its the little things like her calling to wish me luck before therapy that are keep my hope going.