Start of the end..

[iwantittowork]

She is not now, and has only been focused on herself for the past 8 months or so. For the past 2 months or so, I have just left her to do the things she wants to do, and working on GAL for me.

For me, that means 4 hours a day of commute time, supporting her financially while she goes through this. She doesn't have anything to worry about but herself, and helping with my D8, and her saying it's just over for 8+months is leading me to try and focus on what I need.

I really have been leaning towards moving on, and getting a place closer to work, that will mean dealing with my D8's emotions, she will be devastated.

My W will either succeed or fail without me around, truthfully, I hope she fails at least a bit, to show her that it was not as bad as she says it was. I am sure that seems mean, but I don't know what else to do at this point..