This is weird... I am settling into limboland, and it quite honestly isn't terrible. I am with my kids, W and I have a friendship of sorts, we are all in the house playing family. I am getting used to the lack of romance, although I am not happy about it. Now that I am GALing and detaching, little things are starting to hit me like no more weekend trips to visit museums, no overnighters to see a country concert, not even weekend retreats with the church. Things we used to do that I derived so much pleasure from are gone. I try not to think of these things, but every once in a while reminders pop up, like emails from our favorite casino with room offers, or commercials on tv for places we like to visit; promos for when our favorite country artist will be in our area. Also, one bad thing about her talking to me with respect again is that when she talks to me now, she looks into my eyes, smiles and jokes. You get the idea.
Me-40 W-41 Together-10 M-8 S-6 S-4 Bomb 5/08 Bomb 10/08 Thought things were better, was wrong. Still living together Wife doesn't think she will ever love me again.
