Ohh thanks guys. I am sad but OK. I have had a lot of time to process this. We still dont know if the cancer is just at the lymphe nodes or has affected any other organs. We will know today later.
Again, these events, made me lose patience with H. That email I sent yesterday was calm and controlled but also strict and very...direct and I meant every word in it, which was that, unless something changes to the better, I am out. For good this time. It's a matter of self respect.