Well, I think I blew it. I had a bad day being frustrated with everything and just couldn't help myself and brought up things with my H that I probably should not have. Of course, any little thing I said I was "putting pressure" on him and "putting him on the spot." I had a hard time not rolling my eyes at times. So I think this was a major set back. We ended up having a longer conversation than we have had in a long time about a number of different things but now I wonder if he is even further "gone" in many ways than I had originally thought. I should have just shut up I guess. Ugggh. I guess we will have to see what tomorrow holds now. I am exhausted but hope I can sleep!
