I know it is just paperwork. I know that things can change even now. But right now, I'm pretty sure its over. I'm not seeing anything else.
I'm p*ssed off. I feel like I got ambushed. I didn't think about getting served. I feel like this was the coward's way out. And right now I'm feel adrift, lost and unbelievably sad. I know it won't stay this way, but right now ... feels like I just got steamrolled.