You'll be happy to know that I put in a request for a hearing on maintenance myself...but the courts are so packed that it's doubtful we will get in before September or even October, believe it or not! At least it is in progress, I guess.
Here's the weird thing...I am getting used to being ignored 24/7. Pretty pitiful, huh? It's true though. It almost seems normal that I'm here typing away in my office, and he's in his, where he's been all night except for a few minutes in the kitchen. Didn't even come to see anything when I called out that he should come see something cute the animals were doing or anything. <sigh>.
Every day like this is like another nail in the coffin of our dead marriage. I just want to shake him and get him back to what he was, but I Fear that this is the real him. He says it's not, says it's just him ignoring me.
I keep forgetting checking to see if he's wearing his wedding ring. Does it matter? Not really.
Oh, I'm getting really PO at our MC. I called her 3x and finally got a call back last Friday, saying she had availability on Monday and Tuesday. So I called back saying "yes, just let me know when I can come in". In addition, since I haven't heard back, I've called 1x per day since Monday. How many calls have I gotten back? Zip. That's right, people, despite the fact she called me to tell me that she had openings, she hasn't called me back. I'm wondering just how affilated she is with my H's counselor, because I think she is telling me one thing and him another. This not calling me back is making me even angrier. Remember, my H said in a fax to his atty that our MC told him that our marriage was over. This is NOT what she has told me 1:1, I just want to get to the truth, and I'm getting really angry at all the lying and deceit all around me.
Me: 36 H: 34 M: 1 yr T: 2 yrs D: filed by H 5/21/09, served 06/08/09, first court date for "maintenance" as well as a plea to restart Marriage Counseling and attend a Marriage workshop 8/24
