Wow it hasn't even been one full day and I want to call my wife and try to talk her into working on our M. Spent half, ok most of the day trying to research separation in marriage and how often it works and what works etc. The rest of the time ressearching on how to talk my W into going to Retrauville. Trying for two weeks with NC but am having trouble making it through day 1. I am even trying to make up excuses on why I should call her. Tell her that I hope that she does not think that I was mad when I left last night so abruptly or anything else that would be an excuse. Unbelievable what a someone can do to your own sanity. Or should I say unbelievable that I let someone else control my own sanity like this.
"Seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well" Matthew 6:33
