he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

i can forward the messages, ive done it in the past.

right now, i dont want to though. it may make me wonder what the messages say, knowing someone else saw it.

im trying not to care.

i just packed a box in the kitchen. as i was packing my beautiful platters, beautiful dishes, i was cursing him.

this is all his fault. we had a beautiful home, a beautiful life, we were frequent hosts to lavish parties.

and im packing the serving pieces into boxes, not knowing where i will be unpacking them.

this is all his fault.