they say u want what u cant have.

so maybe we should start being that person, not being available, not being the "sure thing"

i know that is what we are supposed to be doing, but its just so hard!

i can do it for a few days, and then i fall back again.

me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09