Over the Shock and GALing 6

[Orich]

Thats exactly my point. I know it isn't a sign of her turning around. So I couldn't figure out what it was. You hit it on the head, I think. She had already told me she could continue living in this limbo like this because it doesn't affect her, she has no feelings for me. Family gatherings, days out with the boys, dinner together each night. I am conflicted, though. I like the idea because of the kids and possibly being there as her heart softens (if, if, I know, IF) but also it is hard for me to not be in the romantic relationship. I miss that terribly. But I have her as a friend. So stay in limbo, keep DBing, LRTing and hoping while I become a better stronger person? Or push for closure, move on, try to find another romantic relationship? It's tough, but I kinda lean twords staying.