Today seems worse than yesterday actually. I knew the move was coming and I really tried hard to not talk about R and just be friendly. I am sure that I seemed a little distant. But today is worse. Seeing the house without her in it and knowing that she may never come back is really tough. Did not sleep too much last night and it really hit me hard. She even went through the house and took all the pictures that I was not in. Even the ones with her family that I was in she left. I thought about taking them all down and packing them up as she is stopping by today when I am at work. But thought better. I am starting to feel anger creeping up asking why in the world would she do something like this when I was there for her more than anyone in her life.
"Seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well" Matthew 6:33
