Hi Sandi,

Nah, it's ok, the pitty party has dibursed.

That said, I'm getting much, much better at this. I'm certain my evening slumps the past few days are in light of the events that occured this week one year ago. But overall, I now have the ability to wake up in the morning, brush it off and go about day in positive manner.

So, today is another day to just phush along and make it the best it can be. Interesting to see if XW goes on another texting bout today. And if so, I just have to remind myself not to get sucked in to it all and just let it ride.

Guess they are doing a long weekend downstate as she said she's taking them to demolition derby down there that we always wanted to go to but something always got in the way. Don't see the sense of coming all the way back up when it's over. Must be nice to have all this time off work?


Me 35/XW 33
S13 & S12
M: 10/17/98
OM & S: 07/08
D final 06/09/09
12/03/09 - 06/13/10 "Piercing"
06/13/10: Engaged to Re-marry 10/17/10
06/25/10: Expecting baby #3 2/14/11