I just want to be happy again. I can't begin to tell you how content I was, how blessed I felt. And now, it seems that I shouldn't have. But I did - it was good for a long time, wasn't it?
There is that saying, If I am dreaming, please don't wake me up!
I miss the life I had. Even with the flaws of all it was, I miss it.
Do I have a good life? Absolutely. But I also have this pain...I didn't have that undercurrent, that constant, for a very long time. I don't know what to do with it.
