Time for an update. W and D3 were in NH for 5 days over the 4th of July. I stayed back at home and took care of some stuff around here. During the reconciliation talks we've had we decided that we both really want to move back to the east coast next year to get closer to family and to give us a fresh start. Granted, we have a lot to work on before that happens. We need to work on our R a lot. Have to do some work on the condo to rent it out when we leave. Would just sell it but with the way housing prices have dropped we would take too much of a hit on the price so we will rent it out until the economy rebounds some. W called me every day while she was gone to catch up and just talk. She said she really wished I would have been able to make the trip. She told her family that we were going to try to work things out. That was a huge step for her and her family was brought to tears with that news. W and D3 got back on the 6th. Things have been good since they have returned. W is becoming more affectionate around me. She has started kissing me when she leaves for work, comes home from work, and just randomly sometimes. We are able to laugh and joke around with each other more now. We still need to figure out counseling for ourselves. Today we got the paperwork back from the mediator that we went to for legal separation. W took it and put it away. She doesn't have any plans to file it. So all in all, things are pretty ok. I still have questions and she answers them when I ask. I still have trust issues with her and she understands it and helps me to get through them. She still has some issues with how she has done a complete 180 on what she wanted and figuring all that out. So yeah, we have a lot to work on but we are starting to deal with it. Hopefully W will continue to really try and reconcile. I'm still taking things slow and am still guarded. I think it will take awhile for me to come out of that and will take a lot more action on the part of W to make me feel comfortable enough to put myself completely out there. It will come though....it will come.
