I feel good today and it was so nice to get your email tonight. I think it helped to just make the situation simpler in a way and condense it down to 4 goals. I was so busy today that I didn't even think about H at all! I got home at 10pm and have to be back to work by 6am tomorrow morning. I think I am exhausted. Is this really only Wednesday?????
Anyways, usually when I am leaving work, i get this urge to call or text H. It was great today, cuz I did not want to....I had to cross of ONE day off my calender!!! And then it was crazy cuz I saw that he had texted me at 6:30pm! I didn't know what to say and so I just didn't respond. He said he paid off the credit cards and hoped I was doing ok at work and that he was really proud of me! (ROLLING MY EYES)...
I was thinking about what you said about me becoming his hobby. Actually he has alot of different hobbies. My problem with H is that HIS interactions with me have been dwindled down to being oriented to my career. He has been relating to me in this way for almost 1.5 years....its a habit. And he is having a hard time breaking that habit. He said that himself.
Between me and H, I am the one with no real hobbies...I am more or less married to my work and to my family. Is there seriously time for more? I love to hike. I love to travel. I love to find great restaurants.......expensive or a hot dog stand! I love to cook! I love to do yoga! I think I need to explore my loves....on my next day off, that is what I am going to do! I have a plan!!! YEAH!
hope you are doing well. I am hoping I can continue this PMA tomorrow.
