Puppy,

I know you're probably right but I struggle with this everyday. I often wonder if she realizes what the he!l she's doing.

Because of her my S has no respect for his father.

Because of her my H is no longer the honorable man I married.

Because of her I am living a nightmare.

Because of her my H no longer shares his emotions with me.

Hindsight is amazing because I now look back on my M and realize my H started pulling away when his relationship with her started.
I realize our M wasn't perfect, what M is? I know it takes two to tango but I still love my H so all my negative thoughts and energy are focused on her. I just can't believe she would do this to a complete stranger. I feel if she spoke with the person whose life she is helping to destroy maybe reality would set it. But, I am dreaming, aren't I?

Last edited by Ashlee; 07/09/09 03:02 AM.
Me: 39 H: 39
S: 15
M: 18 years
Bomb: 6/3/09
H moved out: 10/15/09
H moved back:5/30/10