I had a couple of days of no contact with H. He was doing whatever he was doing and I was spending time with family. My little niece & nephew have been obligingly adorable and I have had the fortune of babysitting the little sweeties twice now. I have to say that with 2 my Mom & I have tag-teamed. I just don't know how my sister does it by herself.
Today I had a text asking me to meet h for dinner tomorrow. I asked what he had in mind and he said he was winging it. I responded you are the man, you decide. : )
He always said I had to control things, so now I'm not. That part of detaching I got.
Even had a rough patch earlier, but I made it through. I ran into someone we graduated from high school with. He called me over with my maiden name. I told him my married last name and he asked how my H was. (of course) I told him he was good and still working at the college. Did not say we were separated.
I hate when you are all calm and in control and a sucker punch comes out of nowhere like that. Just wasn't ready for it today. But, as I said I got through it.
I am going to a three-day job search workshop. Today was day one. Very interesting stuff so far.
Now I am going to head over to my mom's. My nephew (the grown up one) is going to have a campfire and I am bringing the supplies for smores.
Me 45, H 46, S 23, M 26, Together 30, Bomb 6-2-08, S 6-19-08; H left 12-29-08. H home 12-09, Still MLC in 2012! Me- I have my big girl panties on. Bring it.
