Glad you are making some progress. Maybe doesn't feel like it, but it is a form of progress when you finally get through a day without aching in pain from her absence.
Also, can you pray for God's guidance and strength instead of exclusively believing that the only way you can be happy with with HER? It is a lie. If it were true that she was the ONLY KEY to your happiness how realistic or fair is that? You think all the widows/widowers in the world, even the orphans, are ALWAYS unhappy the rest of their lives? They are not. They move forward and learn to laugh and even love, again.
You can too. You have to. Seriously, do you want to make a choice to be sad? No you don't. j-
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