Friends are great and all, but they are like your M, they can become a crutch. That's why it's important to rely on your own strength and heal. You're a spiritual guy, so God can be a big part of it.
It's when you are happy with no one but yourself is when you know you are detached.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.