Ah very good post. Aside from the "God" aspect. I think it's more of an understanding, realization, etc. that I can't "control" what isn't mine. So I just do my own thing and leave everything up to God/fate.
Even if my W left me today, I'd be okay with it in that I know that things will work out.
I have just come to that peaceful place where I feel I've done all the work to change for the better and now it's time for the good things to come to me.
I guess that's the "attraction" stuff again.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.