Another Waw

[Refuse to quit]

Well I saw the wife yesterday and kept everything between me and the kids. It almost seemed like she was waiting for me to ask her about us or her feelings. I didn't and it felt pretty good afterwards. I am not putting myself out there anymore under any circumstances. My C and I talked before I saw the W. He really helped me see things from another perspective. Told me he feels like I have and am doing everything I can to make it work and I should find peace in that. Should things go through I can look back and say that I gave it my all. He said that he knew she wasn't. It was nice to hear because you always are looking to do more. What else is there that I can do to try to fix things? He helped me realize that all I can do is be the best dad and the best me possible. I know that I am doing that. I know that she needs help. I wish she was still seeing the C or any C for that matter. I know one day she will realize what she has done. I am not sure if I will be there for her when she does. I know that sooner or later I need to move on and when this is over or should it go through I will.
RTQ