A person gets to the point of not knowing what to do anymore.
I know I have to GAL, but our D4 just thinks daddy's the best.
Of course H is more fun with her. He see's her for 2 hours every other day and then every other weekend. Their time consists of going to the park and swinging. D4 swings, he's on his cell. Or they go for a drive in the car.
Dad is fun in her eyes. He can be, moved back home to his parents. He doesn't cook, laundry, chores, nothing but party.
I might not be as much fun, but at least I was able to keep my farm. So D4 and I do have alot of chores to do with the few animals left and plus the other outside chores. Then of course the inside chores, I try to make it as "fun as possible" but of course she gets bored with all of that stuff.
I'm trying to adjust to all of it, and keep everyone happy in the process. My happiness comes when it's 9 pm and animals & D4 are sleeping. Then it's my prayer time and try to sleep because 4:30am comes early in my book !!
Now I have problems with racoons coming in at night and eating all my "farm" cats food and water. 40 lb bag of cat food in 1 1/2 weeks is getting costly. So I've been trying to catch them but they don't come in barn until 10-11pm. Argh !!
Oh well, stressed out I am. But I just have to keep going!!
Me: 46 H: 38 D: 6 M: 8-2-2003 Left Nov. 28, 2008 - He filed for D 2-18-09 1st D-Day was 6/9/09 H missing papers FINAL: 8/1/09 done thru the mail