Newbie (again)

[dday101798]

Yes I know. It's just ever so tempting. And in reflecting, I think that's what blew it before, I went along with it all too well.

I just really miss the friendship we had. I know if and when that may happen, I know that will never be the same, but my goodness, this is like that first ice cold beer on a hot summer Friday night after a crappy week at work.

I'm just going to poke along with whatever this is going. Be a little mysterious. Funny, last Thursday my phone was blowing up between calls and texts from everyone as to what was going on for the 4th. She had a strange look on her face as the situation was strange as my phon eis usually dead silent with the exception of a collections call. lol.