Ok, he just came and delivered the kids back and we were talking, I am just being nice to H and H is very polite to me and is ready to help out. Its been 6 months since H has been gone, and just for about 3 or 4 weeks I started to be very nice, like nothing is bothering me.
I am so afraid that he is so happy and will be for the rest of his life. It is so strange to se H come home and we are talking and planning a party for our oldest daughter on saturday. And then H just leave. How can you just go, I mean this is your home, were your family is, saying goodby to your children. How can they just move out like that and in another realationship like nothing is more normal.
I just pray that this will be over with this OW ASAP. I just cant beleave that this is the right thing to do, we have 4 children at home, how can H just go?????????? I feel this is soooo wrong. Its also hurt alot to se that H has taking off his wedding band, he never did in 20 years. I am still wearing mine. I feel deep in my heart that he will return, and there is something that keeps telling to keep doing what I am doing. If there is 6 months since H left where could he be in his process? I went to psychologist to day, I feel that dos not help me. I hear that if you are coming from a long realationship that the are not so likely this will work out, the OW came also from a long realationship. This will NOT work out.
Please tell me something if you have. I have been reading alot on these sides. Thanks
