Oh & I'm learning to be humble & have grace. I have to admit, I still cringe at having to be humble bc I would rather be right. Some days I think - why do I have to be the bigger person? I want to be the little tiny selfish person! WAHHH! And then I scrape myself up off the floor...
I am so mad that I missed the glitter party! I hope there were glow sticks.
This is what grows you into a better person, we ALL feel that way at times. That is why it is important to get out and enjoy life when you get the chance....and NOT feel guilty about doing so either because WE are the responsible ones....well all except Mach of course.
My ears were still ringing a little when I woke up this morning from that glitter party. Those guys put on one helluva show.
Oh funny story - ya know how I've been wondering how I should handle birthday amusement park debacle?
I get home last night & H says - hey I was wondering if there was anything you wanted to do w/the kids for your birthday. (of course he HAD to make sure I knew he would only do something if the kids were included - he probably wanted to make sure I knew not to ask for "A DATE!" LOL) It's really weird...I know I'm fighting for my M, but it's times like that when I am thinking OH PLEASE - don't flatter yourself.
Even worse...when he gets out of the shower & makes sure the towel stays in place when he puts on his boxers. I just roll my eyes & think OH yes - cover yourself up...if you don't, I may not be able to control myself & jump you. PLEASE - THAT never did anything for me when times were good LOL
So I say - Well, I would like to go to XYZ Amusement Park.
H says - It's going to be so busy there on a saturday. Are you sure you want to go there? Can you think about it?
I say (in a joking way, but am serious) - Well then, why don't YOU just tell me what I would like to do for MY birthday then?!
Me 36, Him 33 M 11yrs, T 15yrs S 8, D 7 ILYBINILWY - 1/09 H moves out 10/09 D to be final SOON I HOPE!
