I feel the same way Mdoodles....its not what I want and thats why i am having a hard time doing it. Im not ready to give up yet. I think just making my H feel the rejection I have felt for a couple of years now last night was just me testing the waters....He has been quiet this afternoon...not saying much. He is moody. Im just trying to go about my life and not dwell on what ifs anymore. Taking just one day at a time.
Im sorry you are crying Sanderika. God has better things waiting for us either way for just standing for our marriages....maybe we can pray for that better thing being a better marriage with our Husbands....if not, at least we know there will be something better in the end.
((((Hugs girls))))
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
