i think the 3 of us are in the same position...its so hard....

i wonder what would happen if we all dropped the rope and proceeded legally?

would it matter? would it wake them up?

since i know i would be doing it to wake him up and not because i want it, i know i cant do it.

dont know about u guys....

me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09