Sanderika...I have to say that sex is something that has been a part of our separation. I have been down the road before with him. He isnt wanting sex to reconnect. He only wants it cuz its been a while. I havent posted it before but about a month and a half ago He came over when the kids werent here and spent the night with me..Said he was looking for some passion. It was a great night, but he left me the next day and went back to being distant. It hurt me. I felt like he was only taking care of his needs. That has happend alot over the last few years and I feel that maybe withdrawing from him on the sex part is something i need to do for ME....for at least a while. Not to try to get him to come home, but for my sanity. To show that I am not going to be used.

I dont know everything about this, its all trial and error most days. I do still try to be loving and kind to him. I talk when he needs to, I treat him like a good friend....

having sex with him though, gets me know where...but hurt again.

Kissak

"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3
M-37 H-37
S-10, D-15
M- 1993
First bomb- 12/23/06
Came and went too MANY times!
Gone again 10-25-10