Positive developments? #2

[jon2911]

I called W last night, asked if I could come visit because some plans fell through. She said "thank you, but no". she doesn't feel well, that this week isn't good, that spontaneous doesn't work well for her right now. Spontaneous was exactly what I was going for. Her headaches have really gone down hill, and it frustrates me because over the past year she's let me take care of her, but is pulling back from that now.

This morning she e-mailed me "Are you OK?"

I guess my disappointment came through over the phone. Need to detach and keep GAL. She just called lost in Houston and needed my help with directions. It was nice.

Looks like I'll be playing music for refugee kids at a camp in a couple weeks, very excited about it. My first thought was worry about what W would think. Need to stop worrying about that!