Well, we spoke again last night. It was bad. She had gotten back from IC, and said that they decided that W should speak to my IC totell him to stop givinge false hope, that W has no past issues. I told her I don't hold any false hope, I am just committed to our M and want to exhaust every possible means of fixing it. I asked who on her side knows so far, and she told me her sister and close girlfriend. I asked what they were telling her, and she said they were supporting her, that if she is unhappy, she should end the M. So I am working against her family and her IC. Next I asked her what she sees the future as. She said she could go on like we are for the kids. I told her I couldn't. Then we talked about how to separate. There is no money or equity in the house, so we couldn't come up with a plan yet. Then she brought up the kids and it got ugly. She said lids should ne with their mother, and should stay I'm the house. I agreed that they should stay in the house, but kids also need their father, and I wasn't the one who wanted out of the M, so I wasn't leaving the house anyway. It went downhill from there. So I woke up very depressed this morning, and now I have to go to work and pretend nothings happening. God, give me strength.
Me-40 W-41 Together-10 M-8 S-6 S-4 Bomb 5/08 Bomb 10/08 Thought things were better, was wrong. Still living together Wife doesn't think she will ever love me again.
