Update, my parents and kids left this morning, that was hard. I know it's the best for them it has been chaotic at our house. W wrote a letter to my parents apologizing for being rude and cold to my parents, and she was.

I got a little emotional when the kids left. Once they started to cry I couldn't help it, and it is hard to make me cry sometimes. I know they are worried about me, but actualy I'm doing better then I have been since this all started. I will check back every now and then to update on my situation.

I'm still feeling the same about what my plans are, nothing has changed there. I feel as if a huge weight has been lifted from my shoulders. I'm not saying it doesn't still hurt, but I can see a light (although it's dim) at the end of the tunnel.

I'm assuming W (I don't even feel like calling her that anymore) will not be staying at the house since the kids are gone. I'm actually glad, I need the break aswell. Time for me to GAL.

Thanks again
Paul

Last edited by whereami; 07/07/09 10:22 PM.
me 34
W 37
three kids 9 13 17
married 14 years together 15
well the bomb has been dropped a few times
most recent was early June