he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

u are right, i shouldnt do things based on his reactions.

for the most part i do not, but i do still wonder what he is thinking, what he is up to, what he will say etc.

im not detached.

im slightly removed and protecting myself and my emotions, which was evident by me deleting the psycho's message without reading it.

but i still feel myself in the game of winning my husband.