I'm aware of my dysfunction. I'm seeing a C tomorrow. I need to stop seeing us as a team (25 told me this a million years ago). If explaing it conveys that I think it is working for me then I'm guilty of grave miscommunication.
For now, I really want to work on NOT reacting so emotionally to him. Beyond how I communicate with him but what happens internally. Thus the C.
I just feel like I'm digging myself into a hole here. I know this is not liveable.
